I drink to stay warm and kill selected memories.
God this is like the longest weekend of my life. Being sick sucks ass because I'm like "must...do....something".
So anyways I'm excited because Saturday I'm going up to Apple Hill (or is it down? I don't know) and that place is the most calming place. Seriously, I go up there every year, and every year it's the one time I completely clear my mind and figure out things that won't go away. It's great therapy. So yeah and I get to drive there and driving relaxes me. I like driving just because I like going places. I don't know it's just nice to get out of town and away from all the gossiping people, and the same problems, and the same faces, and the same everyday life.
I have a new goal for myself.
Get over things that won't change and just learn to accept that they happen.
Oh and also
Tell people more what you think of them.
That last one's prolly not so good for most of you because seriously, I don't tell people shit about what I think. I'm getting better at it though.
Um I had something else to say but I can't remember what it is sooo... I hope everyone has a good week this week. Oh yeah ahahaha so I was reading letters that my friends wrote me when I was in second grade, and actually this isn't too funny. It's kinda sad. But like back then we used to be so obsessed with pretty things, like everything had to be pretty, and we named out pets "Pretty" and it's just so sad that we we're taught at such a young age those things. I dunno, I think that's part of the reason I've always been so shy, because I never felt pretty enough. Way to end it on an emo note Sam. I really didn't mean this to be all depressing, it was just an observation about what the media and society tells us. Okpeace.
What a sav.
So anyways I'm excited because Saturday I'm going up to Apple Hill (or is it down? I don't know) and that place is the most calming place. Seriously, I go up there every year, and every year it's the one time I completely clear my mind and figure out things that won't go away. It's great therapy. So yeah and I get to drive there and driving relaxes me. I like driving just because I like going places. I don't know it's just nice to get out of town and away from all the gossiping people, and the same problems, and the same faces, and the same everyday life.
I have a new goal for myself.
Get over things that won't change and just learn to accept that they happen.
Oh and also
Tell people more what you think of them.
That last one's prolly not so good for most of you because seriously, I don't tell people shit about what I think. I'm getting better at it though.
Um I had something else to say but I can't remember what it is sooo... I hope everyone has a good week this week. Oh yeah ahahaha so I was reading letters that my friends wrote me when I was in second grade, and actually this isn't too funny. It's kinda sad. But like back then we used to be so obsessed with pretty things, like everything had to be pretty, and we named out pets "Pretty" and it's just so sad that we we're taught at such a young age those things. I dunno, I think that's part of the reason I've always been so shy, because I never felt pretty enough. Way to end it on an emo note Sam. I really didn't mean this to be all depressing, it was just an observation about what the media and society tells us. Okpeace.
What a sav.