Sep 06, 2005 21:08
I feel like a bad kid right now. I swear, I'm not trying to be but sometimes I feel I never got the same chance as the person next to me to say no. I know most people prolly think of me like something negative and I know most don't think I have a sob story to tell and maybe that's true. To you. But maybe I'm just like that person on post secret who keeps it bottled inside, every little detail of everything that caused me to fail at being good. And maybe I was never really responsible for it, and maybe neither was the person who did it. So really there's no blame, it's just the way it is, and maybe I can't cope with that. Maybe the people in New Orleans can't cope with the fact that all their posessions that ever meant anything are gone, and they're so lost that they don't know themselves. And maybe it won't get any better. Maybe it will. Maybe people will stop putting their nose in other peoples buisness only to chew them out when they don't know the half of it. Maybe there is no such thing as respect though. Maybe all there is is labels, and failing, and never success. I don't know but I'm just glad that I've got some friends that care a lot about me and I want them to know that I care for them a bunch more than they think.
Cara, Jordan, Danielle, Kim, Alex, Danny, Tasha. Thanks.