Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?
I was just checking my email and I got an email from the Jesse McCartney store??? Lmao, WTF. I know I used to joke about looking like him when I had heluv short hair but I don't remember signing up for anything that had anything to do with him. Whatev.
OMG P!ATD has a new song up on purevolume. Oh geez, let me die now.
I've come to the conclusion that I don't like the way I think cause I alwaysalwaysalways get jealous before I think rationally. And like if I actually realize that things are my fault and that it's karma and everyone's getting what they deserve then I start to just feel sorry for myself. It's like, I'm one of those people who's like, "Hey good for them, that's rad" but then I'm always wondering when I'm gunna get my own. And maybe you know it's just cause I never really felt important to anyone other than myself in my life. And I don't mean that in a depressing way, I just mean that maybe I never touched anyone enough for them to touch me marginally. Maybe everything does go back to it being my fault so maybe I shouldn't even wonder things like this in the first place. I don't know, I'm not talking about being complimented or anything because those kind of things go in one ear and out the other, but like I'm talking more about security and knowing someone's always gunna be right there in my #1 spot for a long time. And it's not like someone can just be like "Hey, I'll be your #1" because it's not that simple. I wish it was. Whatev though, it's not like no one's ever felt this way before.
In other news my history teacher is pretty kickass because he's starting a DIY club. Like we'll learn how to silkscreen and make buttons, and organize Tracy's music scene a little more. If any of you wanna go there's a meeting tomorrow at 3:30 in room 52. Whatev though, it's your choice. I'm joining.
Oh before I forget I wanted to write about this lady that comes to Orient sometimes. She's like the only customer that I actually like seeing. She's just hella nice and she tells me all this astrology stuff about Pieces. She's prolly the most inspiring person I've ever met. She made me realize what I want to do in life. Nooo it's really not a scientist. It's one of those things that you can't really do for a job so whatev. It's just nice to have more of a sense of myself. I can honestly say I hope she gets what she deserves in life.
So that's all.
OMG P!ATD has a new song up on purevolume. Oh geez, let me die now.
I've come to the conclusion that I don't like the way I think cause I alwaysalwaysalways get jealous before I think rationally. And like if I actually realize that things are my fault and that it's karma and everyone's getting what they deserve then I start to just feel sorry for myself. It's like, I'm one of those people who's like, "Hey good for them, that's rad" but then I'm always wondering when I'm gunna get my own. And maybe you know it's just cause I never really felt important to anyone other than myself in my life. And I don't mean that in a depressing way, I just mean that maybe I never touched anyone enough for them to touch me marginally. Maybe everything does go back to it being my fault so maybe I shouldn't even wonder things like this in the first place. I don't know, I'm not talking about being complimented or anything because those kind of things go in one ear and out the other, but like I'm talking more about security and knowing someone's always gunna be right there in my #1 spot for a long time. And it's not like someone can just be like "Hey, I'll be your #1" because it's not that simple. I wish it was. Whatev though, it's not like no one's ever felt this way before.
In other news my history teacher is pretty kickass because he's starting a DIY club. Like we'll learn how to silkscreen and make buttons, and organize Tracy's music scene a little more. If any of you wanna go there's a meeting tomorrow at 3:30 in room 52. Whatev though, it's your choice. I'm joining.
Oh before I forget I wanted to write about this lady that comes to Orient sometimes. She's like the only customer that I actually like seeing. She's just hella nice and she tells me all this astrology stuff about Pieces. She's prolly the most inspiring person I've ever met. She made me realize what I want to do in life. Nooo it's really not a scientist. It's one of those things that you can't really do for a job so whatev. It's just nice to have more of a sense of myself. I can honestly say I hope she gets what she deserves in life.
So that's all.