I want a moment to be real, want to touch things I don't feel
There's something about watching the stars at night. I don't know what it is but if you look at them long enough the sky seems to close in on you and you can almost feel like if you lifted your arms you'd be able to touch them. Then you try, and you start to get a sense of just how insignificant your life is when you don't come close. It's comforting, to know that depsite the fact that things are screwed up and there's been some let downs, that some things really can't touch you (or you them).
Last night I was with some of my best friends in the world and we laid down in the middle of the street to let it warm our backs and with a small sense of danger in the back of our minds, we we're able to fade out of reality for a couple minutes. Then an SUV started charging at us at 50 MPH. Ahaha, no but seriously, despite the fact that one of us had lived on the streets, and one's parents are violent and getting divorced, and one was sexually molested, and one wants so badly to prove the world wrong so she lets people take advantage of her, we were able to enjoy the same thing at the same time. And I think this is what we call feeling infinite. <333