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its weird to think that u have found the one that u could love i mean idk if it will happen and chances r it wont but just to think that u can see that with him is pretty special and its weird b.c uve known him ur whole life and have never felt this way ya kno we talked every day and still do but its weird how it just hits u and ur like shit i dont want to feel like this towards him b.c it will change everything that we have as a friendship but at the sametime u want to feel diff about the whole thing b/c u like him. why is it that whenever u let ur feelings out ur scarred that hes gonna read this and for sure no its about him well i mean good thing he doesnt have a livejournal but he can still see what u wrote o gosh well for anyone who actually read this that means u love me and to leave me a commment bc i really dont no what to do?? do i tell him adn risk ruining what we have as a best friendship or do i keep it inside waiting for it to go away which i hope it will?