Wow, long time no write
So how has everyone been?...Good thats nice to here...Me? Well a lot of things have happened since I wrote in here last. Me and Jared had this thing...we won't get into the thing so deeply, because it honestly disgusts me...He truely reminds me of my faggot father...He's a lying sack of shit and I can't believe I ever wasted my time on him. Hell, I'd even go as far to say he kind makes me think of my step-brother, but then again, he never molested me. If he did he'd be dead..simple as that. I'm probably so bitter because of what happened to me in the past and because of the way I was treated. I actually trusted him, and it takes me so long to trust someone, and he broke just like that. I cared for him and he didn't give a shit about me. He's an immature asshole, who's in desprate need for a reality check. I'm a strong believer in what comes around, goes around. So he'll get his.
Moving on after that subject, I've decided to become an attorney. Yes, I know its alot of school, but hey its worth it to me. I love arguing and I love the idea of helping people. To tell you the truth after I watched the movie Philidelphia thats when I wanted to be a lawyer, it touched me that much. I didn't bawl like some people ;).
Relationships are intresting aren't they folks? I've kind of realized I'll never have a normal one, like Amanda and James..but I don't want one like Tammy and Jason. I kind of just want some to love me...and BE HONEST with me.
One Guess who this is for...Hehehe
Deanne The Arsonist--Atreyu
Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over, stab me in the front.
Can I still see my future in your eyes?
I cannot picture myelf, stone dead in your embrace,
And your cruel, crimson smile, kills me quietly.
No one can have their moments free from your withering touch
Fuck off, like your the only one who has ever cried or been broken by love.
Spare me your pity party, drunk off your own misfortunes.
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy.
Can you taste my blood?
You knew that this would kill me,
But you carried on and on, with your selfish shit.
Everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you,
Instead your greed, compelled you, to steal other silver linings?
Burnt down my world, you killed my home.
Spread out the ash and walked away.
How could you just, close off your eyes?
Turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward.
Damn right, I am still pissed.
Next time I see your face we'll see who has the upper hand.
Kiss my fist, taste the floor, tired of your games. Fuck off, goodbye
Moving on after that subject, I've decided to become an attorney. Yes, I know its alot of school, but hey its worth it to me. I love arguing and I love the idea of helping people. To tell you the truth after I watched the movie Philidelphia thats when I wanted to be a lawyer, it touched me that much. I didn't bawl like some people ;).
Relationships are intresting aren't they folks? I've kind of realized I'll never have a normal one, like Amanda and James..but I don't want one like Tammy and Jason. I kind of just want some to love me...and BE HONEST with me.
One Guess who this is for...Hehehe
Deanne The Arsonist--Atreyu
Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over, stab me in the front.
Can I still see my future in your eyes?
I cannot picture myelf, stone dead in your embrace,
And your cruel, crimson smile, kills me quietly.
No one can have their moments free from your withering touch
Fuck off, like your the only one who has ever cried or been broken by love.
Spare me your pity party, drunk off your own misfortunes.
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy.
Can you taste my blood?
You knew that this would kill me,
But you carried on and on, with your selfish shit.
Everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you,
Instead your greed, compelled you, to steal other silver linings?
Burnt down my world, you killed my home.
Spread out the ash and walked away.
How could you just, close off your eyes?
Turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward.
Damn right, I am still pissed.
Next time I see your face we'll see who has the upper hand.
Kiss my fist, taste the floor, tired of your games. Fuck off, goodbye