Dec 23, 2004 19:37
I don't know what to do....I'm so utterly confused anymore....I can't make something better...and I can't fix it either it feels like I'm in the middle of this..Shes my best-friend and she hurts when I'm with my boyfriend because hers is so far away...I can't bring him here and I can't send her there...The only way I know to make it better is to not be around him as much or as touchy...its hard but if it helps her I'll do it...I love her like a fucking sister and I hate to see her in pain...I guess this isn't the only way to fix this problem but I don't know what to do...I don't wanna cause someone else pain and I can't ignore one and hang out with the other...
Yea I have a boyfriend now just in case you didn't know...
I have no idea what I'm gonna do and hopefully this works out...I can't be a selfish bastard when shes hurting...and I can't fucking hurt him so I'm completely FUCKING CONFUSED