i feel empty...
so i moved into my dorm room today...all the way in sudbury...7 hours away from anything familiar...7 hours from jamie...i was doing great until he had to leave...thats when i lost it...broke down and bawled my eyes out on his shoulder...even tho its only going to be two weeks til i see him next it feels like forever...it just goes to show how attached to people we get....i am used to seeing him two or three times a week...and not its gonna be one every two weeks...it sucks...BIG time...on a positive note...everything is unpacked...organized and i kinda feel at home...but i stil have that empty feeling...the feeling of being competely alone...and...it really really really sucks...i miss everyone and everything from home...i miss my room...my bed...my cat...my fish...my jamie...EVERYTHING....its going to be a long hard 8 months til i can go home...i really hope i'm strong enough as a person to get thru this ok...and i really hope jamie and i are strong enough as a couple to get thru all of this...he means the world to me and if anything were to happen to us id be crushed...well i guess thats all i really have to say...other than i miss you guys!!!!