in a funk.....time for an pity party!!!!
In a funk....behind in classes.......skipping classes....my weak lazy nature has finally caught up with me.....i know the solution...i just don't want to do it...i want to give up....sink into my bed where in my comfortable sleep world I can escape my troubles ive brought upon myself...thats true laziness there people....true laziness....true irresponsibility....true weakness...its so pathetic....IM so pathetic....yet i don't have the will or self-discipline to get a hold of myself....im a lost cause....waste of time, breath, space.....don't worry i don't have the will to do anything bad....im that low....so much work to do....don't feel like ill ever get caught up...All this is my fault....I could've so easily prevent or fix this yet I don't want to....isn't that wierd? .....i don't pity myself...i hate myself....yet im a wussy little bitch who has emo pity partys all the time....that makes me hate myself more....yet i won't change...wierd.....I always want to take the easy way out of responsibility, work, or anything requiring effort...its like i love being moppey and pitiful and whiny and all self-woe-is-me, maybe its cuz i don't want to face reality. Interesting. Sad.
...i always try to take the easy way outta things...ditching any work or effort or responsibility that comes my way....i get myself into a rut and then whine about it when its all my damn fault....I hope anyone who reads this will give me a big slap in the face and tell me to grow up and stop being such a lame little emo bitch, get it together and get some self-discipline
...i always try to take the easy way outta things...ditching any work or effort or responsibility that comes my way....i get myself into a rut and then whine about it when its all my damn fault....I hope anyone who reads this will give me a big slap in the face and tell me to grow up and stop being such a lame little emo bitch, get it together and get some self-discipline