ready to Brack down and cry and die
Im really say Tristan Did not get on this morning like he sad he would i need someone to talk to This is sad:'(i think about him all the time im scared:( i dont know why but i am...I keep Thinking about it i cant stop....i whanna cry But something is holding it in....i try to think about something else but it comes up as Tristan Tristan Tristan....:(Sigh):O_o im going to try and go to skool soon and try not to think about it and all but i dont think that will work im to sad and i whanan cry and die But even whan i die i will prolly think aobut him then...but may be not Not sure Never Died befor....i whanna go in and coner in the dark and sit there and cry......:(lights a candle):im cold....:(takes a deep breath and lets it out):.....i dont know what to say at this point i really dont ....if that was Him that sent that email i dont know what i will do if this is how i feel whan i dont even now who sent it the person that has his password OR him if this is how i act how will i act If i find out it was him....?i dont even now the answer to that....If it is the person that has His password i could care less as long as it was not him then what The hell im going to care....But if it is the person that has his pasword Forget Her I found out it was a her that has it...so yea....I really do hope it is Not tristan...and I sent a email back to It asking questions about me and only tristan will now them if thy answer them then it is tristan and if they dont then it is the one with his password soo yea.....then i will now who is who lol....this is not the time to laugh out load so i should not.....i dont know now im scared if it is him that sent it then wow i dont know what to say to it right now...!!!!well if i find out who it is then i will update and tell you all...ill show you the email latter and all so yea whan i find out who it is you will now to......