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i am so sad yet mad at my parents! y dont they understand? they frobid me to c my own boyfreind! omg! y me seriously i am so upstet i cry myself to sleep like everynight and i cry alot during the day. cause i really like him and i know he really likes me! they cant see that i mad my own mistaked and nobody made them 4 me! the one time me and jackson last they say we cant see eachother well we still will cause we r still together and they can get over it! i love my parents to death but tijmes like these i just wanna run away to a place like umm....just a quite place were everybody would leave me alone. the say watever makes me happy ok that just proves ya wrong so dont get mad at me for lieing about small lil things. telling tim if he sees him he can beat him up?? omg! as soon as i turn 18 i am outta here seriously i cant take this anymore! it is driving me insane! ill just deal with it and yeah....if they cared so much about me then they wouldnt do this to me because i would scream this to the world i may be young and u might not beleive me but....I LOVE JACKSON! yeah i do i really do and if u have a problem with it u can deal with it cause i dont care!