fuck
i woke up this morning wishing that what i taken for granted for the longest time wasn't over ..but i was telling myself lies. I had hid my real emotions away from her by not telling her how much i loved and appreciated our relationship... i hadn't felt a passion for anything for the longest time and now that i have i screwed it over. im stuck in a position that i put my own self into .. i should have just given up on pride for something that i cared about more. because i took for granted the possible out come by staying in denial.. i wish there was something...anything i could do to have her back because yes world i did love her