hi.
im ive been really down in the dumps lately. i just quit my job. im so screwed its not anyones fault but mine. after all thast been goin on i barely trust anyone anymore.
i wish i had that set group of friends like i used to have. um my best friend's heart hurts. and i cant fix it. but iwant to so bad. sometimes i get scared that i'll lose her and right now i really dont htink i could afford that becuase ive been best friends wit her for 7 years and thas the longest ive had a best friend for. that girl.. means the world to me. right now this quote fits me best...
There are always times in my life when I need a friend. But now is one of those certain times when I need a friend who needs me.
i wish i knew i was needed. i think id feel better.
i complain to a few people. but no one really knows how much im falling apart inside.... i hate when i get like this.. its happned so many times bfore. and no one wants to deal with me so im trying to hide it. im doing the best i can. its just getting really hard.
i guess im done for now. if anyone out ther reads this im sorry i havent updated..
i wish i had that set group of friends like i used to have. um my best friend's heart hurts. and i cant fix it. but iwant to so bad. sometimes i get scared that i'll lose her and right now i really dont htink i could afford that becuase ive been best friends wit her for 7 years and thas the longest ive had a best friend for. that girl.. means the world to me. right now this quote fits me best...
There are always times in my life when I need a friend. But now is one of those certain times when I need a friend who needs me.
i wish i knew i was needed. i think id feel better.
i complain to a few people. but no one really knows how much im falling apart inside.... i hate when i get like this.. its happned so many times bfore. and no one wants to deal with me so im trying to hide it. im doing the best i can. its just getting really hard.
i guess im done for now. if anyone out ther reads this im sorry i havent updated..