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i called karlos today but he wasn't home. i called stephen and he was stoned. i called michele but shes tawkin to the teetster. stephen said he'll call me back on his break. i miss him
what is wrong with me? why am i going back to stephen? honestly . . . but . . i was happy with him, and i broke up with him still being in love . . . or lust, i'm not quite sure anymore
now im listening to pool shark by sublime but it makes me miss karlos. i hate this shit dude, seriously. but . . . my best bet right now is to go with stephen . . . and i have no idea why i feel this way . . . maybe something is wrong with me.
so this morning at 6 . . someone hacked into my account and sent out 900 e mails and got me and my family kicked off . . . i have no idea who did it . . i dont even know anyone thats awake at 6 in the morning. shitty . . .
kaile's hair looked way cute today. i have pink dye in the bleach spots of my hair. and my hair is short and i wore a hood all day at school because i'm embarrassed.
lil' travis scared me today . . . psycho.
so i'm listening to smoething corporate now and itmake sme think of jerry. it sucks . . . i miss him a lot. i wish things could go back to the way they were. i just want to hug him and hang out with him and sit in the passenger seat of his car . . and go to twila reid park and go to toms house and drink or just hang out and tawk and listen to ryans silly stories.
those were the days
i want to tawk to eli . . . i want him to tawk to me about . . life. i used to love tawking to him. i should call him. that's one guy that i will never in my life forget about. never
i'm just rambling . . .
what is wrong with me? why am i going back to stephen? honestly . . . but . . i was happy with him, and i broke up with him still being in love . . . or lust, i'm not quite sure anymore
now im listening to pool shark by sublime but it makes me miss karlos. i hate this shit dude, seriously. but . . . my best bet right now is to go with stephen . . . and i have no idea why i feel this way . . . maybe something is wrong with me.
so this morning at 6 . . someone hacked into my account and sent out 900 e mails and got me and my family kicked off . . . i have no idea who did it . . i dont even know anyone thats awake at 6 in the morning. shitty . . .
kaile's hair looked way cute today. i have pink dye in the bleach spots of my hair. and my hair is short and i wore a hood all day at school because i'm embarrassed.
lil' travis scared me today . . . psycho.
so i'm listening to smoething corporate now and itmake sme think of jerry. it sucks . . . i miss him a lot. i wish things could go back to the way they were. i just want to hug him and hang out with him and sit in the passenger seat of his car . . and go to twila reid park and go to toms house and drink or just hang out and tawk and listen to ryans silly stories.
those were the days
i want to tawk to eli . . . i want him to tawk to me about . . life. i used to love tawking to him. i should call him. that's one guy that i will never in my life forget about. never
i'm just rambling . . .