"....She Woke In The Morning...She Knew That Her Life Has Passed Her By.."

Aug 11, 2004 16:33

Jessie and Anthony Floresa's Mom passed away the day before school started...

I could NEVER imagine my mom or dad dying. It makes me really think you know? How many times have i yelled out i fucking hate my parents......i wonder how many times Jessie and Anthony said it......and i wonder if thier mom knew it wasn't true. To wake up one morning and find out ur mom or dad got hit by a car or your sister killing herself has to be hard...

Just to know that one day, yes my parents will die, maybe today,tommorrow,the day after, a month from now, a couple years from now....i will never be ready for that day.

Never.

I thanked God in the car while i was riding to the reception at Jessie's house, that my parents are both here with me and they are healthy. But it bothers me to know they could die from anything.

I wonder how things would be like if i died.
If i died, what would people say at my funeral?
Oh she was a bitch, and she was the worst person i was ever involved with.....

or

Man, i'm gonna miss that girl becuz she really knew how to live life.

i prefer the second one. But yes.....all that aside.... School is awesome thus far, People are great, Classes, Teachers are great. Band is going well. I'm looking forward to this year.

Em.
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