May 10, 2004 19:16
i hate it...
i dont even know what it is..
life
depressing
i dont want to be a part of it
too much shit to handle right now
half of the time i dont even know why im feeling this way
its fucked up
i want to die
but i know i have so much to live for
does that matter?
cuz i cant make it to tomorrow
without getting through today...
fuck...
i love my vanessa...