May 01, 2004 17:48
i realized that the one i "loved" was merely eye candy to me. he seemed sweet and still does...and i still feel weak around him.
lately i have realized that i still love the one i always have. even after i thought i had lost my feelings for him, i found that i only pushed my feelings aside...and tried to move on. but now they are back to haunt me. i love everything he does. i dont even know why.
it's silly, i know...but i cant give up on something unless i know for sure that it will NEVER happen.
love...what is this shit?