it has come to an end....
well today was gradutation....it was weird ...i was so scarred because i kno now that i have to grow up for high school and even though i felt so bad inside i couldn't help but smile...and i have been thinking....i mean we are goin into highschool..and after that collage..and we will be adults...and then we will get old and eventually die.....i mean its scary...we can't just mess around anymore....i mean i have been in a subconcious(sp) stae of mind..i have been actin like my life is a video game..u can't just say hey i beat the game jets start ova again..its not like that..we only get one chance..and i have relized..i am not gonna care about what ppl think of me anymore..or if i get rejected... i am gonna live my live now...cause i am not gonna miss out anymore....well i am gonna miss all my freinds goin to fpc but i kno i will see them once in a while down the road...well gonna go...lata..