Its been awhile
Well I haven't done this in awhile, I was always planing on updating the journal alot more when I got outta the hospital, but that I guess that changed along the way. So here is the up date for the last couple of months...
Been hanging out and going to movies alot, I got to see Thor and X-men first class....both Marvel movies kicked ass and soon will be seeing Green Lantern. Work is always a must in my life, more hours and holidays with shit pay and a shitter owner who I believe can go F himself.
Health wise, I hit a major low where they considered on putting a metal piece of equitment into my heart to catch blood clots, but I got lucky again and my level evened out enough to make sure that didnt happen. Which was a huge sigh of reilef to me. My best friend and my Grandmother being in the hospital at the same time was the worst and the stress didnt seem to stop, but my friend mike is out and bout doing the same stuff that I am doing, same meds and taking it easy and my Grandmother is now in a nursing home for awhile getting better. She sounds so much better than when she went into Southside. Hopefully she will be home soon but im glad I can call her everyday and hear her voice and see the difference.
In sept I will be going back to school, which is great. I'm not so excited bout the schooling, but its a nessecery step for me to become a lawer. Thats the closest I can become a hero for people that can't defend themselves. Just a few more steps and then the process is over.
Me and Lisa, what can I say, we are doing good. She means the world to me and even through we had a major fightt awhile back we worked through it. I'm working on communication with her, so I dont really keep anything inside anymore and we are talking bout stuff that is bothering us. We are seeing each other which is great and we do go on dates and stuff which have been fun. Yea it has its ups and downs and she isnt ready for a relationship yet, but she knows I love her. I really can't picture my life without her. She is more than a friend to me and it shows when we are together. I would love to be in an offical relationship with her but I understand. Now that we are working tthrough things its better and im glad I can be intimate with her.
I guess that it for now, maybe I will be updating more than I have. Later
Been hanging out and going to movies alot, I got to see Thor and X-men first class....both Marvel movies kicked ass and soon will be seeing Green Lantern. Work is always a must in my life, more hours and holidays with shit pay and a shitter owner who I believe can go F himself.
Health wise, I hit a major low where they considered on putting a metal piece of equitment into my heart to catch blood clots, but I got lucky again and my level evened out enough to make sure that didnt happen. Which was a huge sigh of reilef to me. My best friend and my Grandmother being in the hospital at the same time was the worst and the stress didnt seem to stop, but my friend mike is out and bout doing the same stuff that I am doing, same meds and taking it easy and my Grandmother is now in a nursing home for awhile getting better. She sounds so much better than when she went into Southside. Hopefully she will be home soon but im glad I can call her everyday and hear her voice and see the difference.
In sept I will be going back to school, which is great. I'm not so excited bout the schooling, but its a nessecery step for me to become a lawer. Thats the closest I can become a hero for people that can't defend themselves. Just a few more steps and then the process is over.
Me and Lisa, what can I say, we are doing good. She means the world to me and even through we had a major fightt awhile back we worked through it. I'm working on communication with her, so I dont really keep anything inside anymore and we are talking bout stuff that is bothering us. We are seeing each other which is great and we do go on dates and stuff which have been fun. Yea it has its ups and downs and she isnt ready for a relationship yet, but she knows I love her. I really can't picture my life without her. She is more than a friend to me and it shows when we are together. I would love to be in an offical relationship with her but I understand. Now that we are working tthrough things its better and im glad I can be intimate with her.
I guess that it for now, maybe I will be updating more than I have. Later