Watching the stars fall
Last night was one of the worst nights that I had in awhile, it wasn't so much events that happened that evening that made it bad, but it was the horrible dreams, the constant toss n turning and the pain all night long. When i did sleep it was in interval of minutes and were filled with dreams that have now polluted my mind and heart in the morning. My fears come alive at night and tonight was no different. Having the day off might be good for me so I dont have to worry about this at work, but I know my day will be filled with thoughts and ideas about what it all means. I wish things would just even out, so I didn't have to think about it all day. The day has just started so lets see how this all goes now.