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i guess sometimes we're just not meant to be happy. i can't seem to find a reason for me to enjoy this situation at all. nothing i want is going to work out. either choice i make, i won't be happy. which leaves me with a great dilemma. i'm just so tired of trying right now. i'm so tired of trying to make everything i want to happen. i just really don't see the point anymore. each day it seems like a party of me is dying, and i'm running out of parts. i really don't know how much longer i can handle my life the way it is right now.