So today started, and stayed, pretty good. It went sour, as always, on my way home.
But, lemme start from the beginning.
Really, it starts after school, cause today was a blue day, and blue days are usually pretty good.
After school, I took out a bunch of money (which I surprisingly have some left.)
I bought books before I went to work. I finished The Organ Donor, and thought I needed a book to read.
-Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass - Lewis Carroll
-On the Road - Jack Kerouac (cause I wanted another copy)
-Everything is Illuminated - Jonathan Safran Foer (cause it looked kinda trippy)
-Farenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury
-The Canterbury Tales - Geoffrey Chaucer (I wanted to see what the others looked like.)
During my break I bought movies.
-Crash
-Closer
Tomorrow, hopefully I'll go pick up Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and a few others (maybe Kinsey and see if they get The Virgin Suicides. If not, I may get Garden State, since someone has mine. I think. I dunno who would have it though. Everyone who I thought would said they don't. If anyone has it, can you tell me?)
Speaking of Crash, I need to watch that thing Mrs. Jones gave me. But, that's a different story.
However, there was something else I did today that was relevant to today.
The reason I said I thought I needed a book to read today was because I thought I would sit down and read it. But, instead, I sat and wrote out a bunch of my feelings and thoughts and shit. That also made me fell pretty good, cause I was getting it off my chest, and, even though it's on paper, it's better than having it all bottled up. Plus, I'm thinking about polishing it up and actually letting someone else read it, and maybe talking it out with them. Cause they're things that person really should know, even if it's going to mean nothing to them.
I've come to <3 Panic! at the Disco. As well as Augustana and Acceptance.
I think that's all I've got to say now. Maybe. Nah, I think it is. Oh yea, for those who don't know, Chris and I broke up. Possibly for good. It was last Tuesday. Almost a week ago. Last time we broke up, we were apart for a week and a half. But, at this moment, as far as I know, we don't have any immediate plans for getting back together. I would like it if we did, but we all saw what happened last time, and I've got mixed feelings about the whole thing. However, something else that happened last time happened again, and I've got mixed feelings about that too. That whole thing, despite writing it out, still confuses me. But, that's for another journal at another time.
Now that's all.
*poof*