...Sometimes Words Just Arent Enough. ♥
Let me Just Simply Pour my heart out On here, Because I Dont know what else to do.
I know noone can ever be perfect, even if you think you are you arent, you can try but even that doesnt come close, but for once I'd Like to feel Like Im not Just some average girl, I'd like to have the brains & Be smart, Or Be the pretty one, That noone forgets. But Im none of those things Im Just Me, and I'll have to live with that no matter what. There are times I catch myself wishing I was someone else, wanting to be gorgeous like them or skinny like them. But then I remember that Garrett tells me "Your Perfect the way you are" Yea to him, he loves me no matter what I look like, How dumb I am, No matter how many stupids things i say,I could be with him with eyeliner running down my face from crying & he'd still lift my head up and call me beautiful, but for that split second I'll believe him. because He's the only person who makes me feel beautiful when Im around him. Part of my problem is wanting to be someone different for him, but if I was someone different he wouldnt love me like he does right now when I'm me There are times I get Jealous just because I worry that any girl could take him away from me,but if he wanted anyone else then he would have left me already, I should have thought about all of these things before I cried so many nights, worried, made people mad at me, I need to think about everything first. You Know? Im One of the luckiest People On this earth because of Him No matter how many fights we get into, or How many times I bug him, or anything He sticks by me because He loves me. Noone will understand how truelly amazing Garrett is till they've been through what we have & seen what I see in he's eyes. I pray to god noone ever gets that chance. I havent done good all the time, Ive done alot of bad things but somehow I must have done something good to deserve him. I thank god every single day I have him In my life. He's all I ever asked for, when I was little I used to picture prince charming, every little girl has there own image of prince charming, Garretts mine. I Love Him with everything I have,He's showed me the real meaning of True Love, When I met him he gaves me feelings ive never felt before & for some people those feelings will wear off but for me they stay, day & night, All it takes is the sound of he's voice & I have butterflies In my stomach. Lately, Ive been worrying so much just because it's summer & Im so used to seeing him in the morning's during school so i never had to worry but now schools out, Summers here & things change. I let the littliest things get to me now, Its unbearable & I know it gets to garrett when I worry, I need to stop, but when your in love like I am you cant help it. Loving Someone doesnt have a limit, I Love You Isnt enough for me to describe how i feel for him. He means absolutely everything to me, without Him I couldnt live in this world, He amkes me want to wake up each morning. He's changed my life for the better & Im so thankful. I couldnt thank god enough. but what's weird is I still go to bed praying he's still mine in the morning, I do that everynight. Love changes you for the best. Everytime I look at him I see my future, All i ask of him is to let me go to bed in he's arms & wake up right next to him. I want to go for weekend drives to whereever our hearts lead us, and walk hand in hand everywhere we go. I want to grow old & Sit in rocking chairs talking about the life we've spent together. I know our future wont be Picture perfect, It'll have it's up and downs, all the fights, nothings perfect but I'll still be the happiest person alive because I got to spend the rest of my life with the love of my life. He's faithful to me, & He's never done a thing to lose my trust. Im simply a girl madly In Love with a boy ♥ ♥
If You Read This Garrett, I want you to know From The Bottom Of My Heart Im truely Sorry For everything, Your all I ever need for the rest of my life & Im so in love with you baby. ♥ Stay with me always.
I know noone can ever be perfect, even if you think you are you arent, you can try but even that doesnt come close, but for once I'd Like to feel Like Im not Just some average girl, I'd like to have the brains & Be smart, Or Be the pretty one, That noone forgets. But Im none of those things Im Just Me, and I'll have to live with that no matter what. There are times I catch myself wishing I was someone else, wanting to be gorgeous like them or skinny like them. But then I remember that Garrett tells me "Your Perfect the way you are" Yea to him, he loves me no matter what I look like, How dumb I am, No matter how many stupids things i say,I could be with him with eyeliner running down my face from crying & he'd still lift my head up and call me beautiful, but for that split second I'll believe him. because He's the only person who makes me feel beautiful when Im around him. Part of my problem is wanting to be someone different for him, but if I was someone different he wouldnt love me like he does right now when I'm me There are times I get Jealous just because I worry that any girl could take him away from me,but if he wanted anyone else then he would have left me already, I should have thought about all of these things before I cried so many nights, worried, made people mad at me, I need to think about everything first. You Know? Im One of the luckiest People On this earth because of Him No matter how many fights we get into, or How many times I bug him, or anything He sticks by me because He loves me. Noone will understand how truelly amazing Garrett is till they've been through what we have & seen what I see in he's eyes. I pray to god noone ever gets that chance. I havent done good all the time, Ive done alot of bad things but somehow I must have done something good to deserve him. I thank god every single day I have him In my life. He's all I ever asked for, when I was little I used to picture prince charming, every little girl has there own image of prince charming, Garretts mine. I Love Him with everything I have,He's showed me the real meaning of True Love, When I met him he gaves me feelings ive never felt before & for some people those feelings will wear off but for me they stay, day & night, All it takes is the sound of he's voice & I have butterflies In my stomach. Lately, Ive been worrying so much just because it's summer & Im so used to seeing him in the morning's during school so i never had to worry but now schools out, Summers here & things change. I let the littliest things get to me now, Its unbearable & I know it gets to garrett when I worry, I need to stop, but when your in love like I am you cant help it. Loving Someone doesnt have a limit, I Love You Isnt enough for me to describe how i feel for him. He means absolutely everything to me, without Him I couldnt live in this world, He amkes me want to wake up each morning. He's changed my life for the better & Im so thankful. I couldnt thank god enough. but what's weird is I still go to bed praying he's still mine in the morning, I do that everynight. Love changes you for the best. Everytime I look at him I see my future, All i ask of him is to let me go to bed in he's arms & wake up right next to him. I want to go for weekend drives to whereever our hearts lead us, and walk hand in hand everywhere we go. I want to grow old & Sit in rocking chairs talking about the life we've spent together. I know our future wont be Picture perfect, It'll have it's up and downs, all the fights, nothings perfect but I'll still be the happiest person alive because I got to spend the rest of my life with the love of my life. He's faithful to me, & He's never done a thing to lose my trust. Im simply a girl madly In Love with a boy ♥ ♥
If You Read This Garrett, I want you to know From The Bottom Of My Heart Im truely Sorry For everything, Your all I ever need for the rest of my life & Im so in love with you baby. ♥ Stay with me always.