Grrr
my life i guess u can say is okay ... i've finally found my true friends ... i already knew kate ... but carol n greg are like literally my second family ... things with cassie have just gone downhill ... i hate to say it here but honestly i don't have ne where else to put it and whenever i try to say something ... someone wants me to shut up or i get told i'm wrong ... so i don't care ne more i'm writing it ...
i don't care about them any more ... i mean of course i don't want harm upon them ... but i'm obviously not welcomed in there life ne more any well thats fine i don't have to put my self through it anymore ... i'm sick of the phone tag ... i'm sick of the "no you call me" ... or the "i'm sorry but i didn't know you felt that way" cuz well ya know how i feel a this point
i don't care that you have roy ... nor will i ever ... spend every day n night with him i don't give a crap ... yea i'm pissed u blew me off like 3 times ... and u can sit there n tell me u didn't blow me off ...
i'm glad amanda told you how much i haven't liked you in the past month cuz hell its all true ... maybe u'll finally realize wat u've done to a friendship ... i don't even know why i'm writing this to be honest ... cuz all u'll do is sit there laugh and thing to ur self "shes all wrong shes never right" ... well ya kno wat i'm right ... i may sound like a bitch and guess what oh well
if i'm a bitch i guess thats the way its gonna be ... i'm sick of being taken advantage of ... i'm sick of u thinking i'm wrong , that ur always right ... i've done nothing but good for you like the entire last year ... who made trips to ur fucking school 5 if not 6 times in a week? yea me ... who bought u tickets for shows ... me ... who called u all the time ... me ...
i often think if u really know what u've done to this friendshiP? i wonder if u care ... cuz it sure doesn't seem like it ... i wonder if u realize that u had a friend who u meant so much to and who is so upset that u dont feel the same. i wonder why you haven't called or tried to work stuff out ... why u just don't care ne more ...
i'm done ...
no more ...
i so wish i could move away
away from this shit
i don't need it
i can't handle it
its gonna make me insane
bye <3
i don't care about them any more ... i mean of course i don't want harm upon them ... but i'm obviously not welcomed in there life ne more any well thats fine i don't have to put my self through it anymore ... i'm sick of the phone tag ... i'm sick of the "no you call me" ... or the "i'm sorry but i didn't know you felt that way" cuz well ya know how i feel a this point
i don't care that you have roy ... nor will i ever ... spend every day n night with him i don't give a crap ... yea i'm pissed u blew me off like 3 times ... and u can sit there n tell me u didn't blow me off ...
i'm glad amanda told you how much i haven't liked you in the past month cuz hell its all true ... maybe u'll finally realize wat u've done to a friendship ... i don't even know why i'm writing this to be honest ... cuz all u'll do is sit there laugh and thing to ur self "shes all wrong shes never right" ... well ya kno wat i'm right ... i may sound like a bitch and guess what oh well
if i'm a bitch i guess thats the way its gonna be ... i'm sick of being taken advantage of ... i'm sick of u thinking i'm wrong , that ur always right ... i've done nothing but good for you like the entire last year ... who made trips to ur fucking school 5 if not 6 times in a week? yea me ... who bought u tickets for shows ... me ... who called u all the time ... me ...
i often think if u really know what u've done to this friendshiP? i wonder if u care ... cuz it sure doesn't seem like it ... i wonder if u realize that u had a friend who u meant so much to and who is so upset that u dont feel the same. i wonder why you haven't called or tried to work stuff out ... why u just don't care ne more ...
i'm done ...
no more ...
i so wish i could move away
away from this shit
i don't need it
i can't handle it
its gonna make me insane
bye <3