Torkinpiemansnigglepopwoo - a snapshot
My thoughts today.
~ I am still ill. About every 5 minutes I have a violent coughing fit and feel like I'm going to throw up.
~ Eva is now also ill. She spent 80% of last night crying and coughing :( Ugh.
~ My house is a tip. Complete and utter bomb-site. I wish I cared more.
~ I'm stressed that tomorrow will be the third Thursday in a row I've had off work due to my Mum being unable to look after Eva. If nothing else, I'll have no holidays left.
~ I am starting a diet today. I know I'm not overweight, I just want to lose a couple of pounds and be healthier. I eat far too much crap because I can.
~ I've just eaten a Thornton's chocolate lollipop. (It needed using up!)
~ I do have people who care about me :)
~ I constantly say I'm "looking into" things, without actually doing a single thing about it (driving lessons, Open University, toddler groups). Because I suck.
~ I hate how fast purple hair dye fades. Except during the first week after I dye it, my hair is just a sorry shade of dark browny red.
~ I wish I had more friends on myspace (pathetic, I know!). I just don't like adding randomers.
~ Paul does really sweet things. I came home from work on Monday and there was a mug with a teabag in it out on the worktop, and water in the kettle. I made the cup of tea, picked it up and saw that on the slate coaster underneath he'd written "I love you" in chalk.
~ He also sometimes makes me feel unwanted, by being more interested in sitting in bed playing Grand Theft Auto. Meh. Boys.
~ :)
~ I've just found the most useful invention at www.mytights.com - fishnet stockings that come with a thong to attach them to, rather than faffing about with a suspender belt! I have a new rather tiny skirt that they'd be perfect with. But they're currently not available in my size :/
~ I'm looking forward to the coming week or so - I'm taking Eva to see my Mum tomorrow, Eleanor has talked of a trip to the world of rock on Saturday, on Sunday I'm going to see Nine Inch Nails and on Tuesday I'm going to Pizza Hut with Rick and Tasha.
~ I'M GOING TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS IN FOUR DAYS!!!!!!!
Could I BE more excited? I think not.
~ I am still ill. About every 5 minutes I have a violent coughing fit and feel like I'm going to throw up.
~ Eva is now also ill. She spent 80% of last night crying and coughing :( Ugh.
~ My house is a tip. Complete and utter bomb-site. I wish I cared more.
~ I'm stressed that tomorrow will be the third Thursday in a row I've had off work due to my Mum being unable to look after Eva. If nothing else, I'll have no holidays left.
~ I am starting a diet today. I know I'm not overweight, I just want to lose a couple of pounds and be healthier. I eat far too much crap because I can.
~ I've just eaten a Thornton's chocolate lollipop. (It needed using up!)
~ I do have people who care about me :)
~ I constantly say I'm "looking into" things, without actually doing a single thing about it (driving lessons, Open University, toddler groups). Because I suck.
~ I hate how fast purple hair dye fades. Except during the first week after I dye it, my hair is just a sorry shade of dark browny red.
~ I wish I had more friends on myspace (pathetic, I know!). I just don't like adding randomers.
~ Paul does really sweet things. I came home from work on Monday and there was a mug with a teabag in it out on the worktop, and water in the kettle. I made the cup of tea, picked it up and saw that on the slate coaster underneath he'd written "I love you" in chalk.
~ He also sometimes makes me feel unwanted, by being more interested in sitting in bed playing Grand Theft Auto. Meh. Boys.
~ :)
~ I've just found the most useful invention at www.mytights.com - fishnet stockings that come with a thong to attach them to, rather than faffing about with a suspender belt! I have a new rather tiny skirt that they'd be perfect with. But they're currently not available in my size :/
~ I'm looking forward to the coming week or so - I'm taking Eva to see my Mum tomorrow, Eleanor has talked of a trip to the world of rock on Saturday, on Sunday I'm going to see Nine Inch Nails and on Tuesday I'm going to Pizza Hut with Rick and Tasha.
~ I'M GOING TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS IN FOUR DAYS!!!!!!!
Could I BE more excited? I think not.