Jan 20, 2008 01:32
So I was reading my last post and it was from when I started for The Worthington House.... that didn't last too long. haha After Worthington, I worked at Meadow Lakes in Mooresville. I was there for 3 months and then was done with them. I was actually done with them waaaaay before the 3 months but yeah. Day shift SUCKED and it seemed like no one was responsible for their own actions. It was like all the upper management people let anything and just about everything slip. Fuck that shit.....
Anywho.....
The main reason why I decided to write on here was to vent just a bit. I really don't know what to think about it right now, but it's been in the back of my mind for a while now. But who knows, I could be totally wrong about it all, and that would be awesome if I am.... I don't know, it's just the little things that make me think. I know they are friends and all, and that she dated his friend, he even told me that if we weren't together he wouldn't go there just because of his friend.... but some things that happen make me think she may like him. When we all hang out, I always catch her looking over at him, even when she's not even talking to him. She hardly ever looks at me unless she is talking to me. They're always texting each other about different things, like I said before, I know they are friends and friends talk, but damn, why can't he talk to me about things?? It's like they have more in common than he and I do. She and some of her friends are out at a party tonight and I'm sure she is drunk because I got a drunk dial from our friend that is with her. During our convo I heard his phone phone go off and when I hung up my phone I looked at his text (and of course, he got all upset that I grabbed his phone) and it was a text from her saying, "I wish you were here". Maybe I read it wrong and I hope to God I did, but I'm just really starting to think she may have feelings for him. He says he loves me with all of his heart and wants to spend his life with me and I really do believe him. But just the thought of another girl liking him, esspecially a friend of ours, a friend that he has a lot in common with and that is beautiful, much prettier than me... I don't like it. I hate being jealous... esspecially when I may be totally wrong about something like this. So yeah, this may all sound confussing to others but to me I know what I'm talking about. LoL sorry, I just didn't want to mention names in this, although, to close friends that may read this they may know who I'm talking about. Pray that I'm wrong!!! :-P Night!!