"My Heart bleeds for what you never did"
Kevin dumped me on 4*20*04. I thought I was doing ok. I was doing ok. But now I think it is starting to hit me that I lost him. I love him so much and am so in love with him. He was and will be forever my everything. He knows me inside out. He knows my body, soul, mind and heart. I miss and love him so much. We belong together so much and I know he knows it. I think he is scared of what he feels for me. So he did what he dose best he want away. I hope he sees what he gave up. I hope he feels the pain I do right now. I hope he crys himself to sleep like me. Dose he understand what he did to me. I cut two times that is it that is fucking great for me and now I feel like cutting again. I am trying not to but it looks like I am losing. I am losing hope for everything right now. I am in this black hole and the only one that can get me out really dose not care I am there. I love you so fucking much Kevin. Please stop this pain.
~*Megan*~
~*Megan*~