from beyond_buffy
It's been a few days since that roller coaster ride of emotions day. You know.. going from bored out of my mind, to scared for my life, to pissed at myself, to uber happy.. all in one day! But I think it was a mistake bringing Connor to Wolfram & Hart. I haven't heard from him. At all. It sucks. I think he got scared off. And no, it's not the demons. He was totally cool about, which was.. weird, but awesome. It was Angel. I'm pretty sure Angel somehow scared him off.
That sucks big time. I finally found a nice, normal boy who showed interest in me and WHAM! He's gone just like that? Because of Angel? So unfair. I'm so gunna end up alone. The one boy who isn't a creature of the night and isn't scared off by them gets scared off by Angel.. a creature of the night. Darn. Why does this have to happen to me?
I needed someone to talk to. Buffy? Yeah right. She wouldn't understand. All the boys like her. She's the special one. Whatever. Maybe I could find someone to help figure out what was up with Angel that day. Why was he acting all schizo? I really wouldn't care that much except for the fact that it scared away my potential boyfriend! Ugh!
Spike. He hated Angel. He'd help me right? He was usually nice to me and would talk with me. Him or Xander. He didn't like Angel much either. Funny. Know why they don't like him? That's right, Buffy. What's so great about her anyway? But anyway. Xander was like a big brother to me. He'd totally talk to me and help out.
So that's where I headed. I didn't want to bug him at Wolfram & Hart. I needed a little more privacy. That place.. it always feels like someone is watching you. That's no good. I needed some me and Xander time. Alone. Maybe we could go get ice cream and talk or something.
I wasn't sure how late he worked, but I headed over to his apartment anyway. I could wait. Not like I have anything better to do. And I had my cell phone if anyone needed me. Hah. I crack myself up sometimes. Need me? Yeah right.
I knocked on Xander's door and waited. No answer. I shoulda guessed. Oh well. I sighed and slumped down to the floor next to the door. He had to come back eventually.
That sucks big time. I finally found a nice, normal boy who showed interest in me and WHAM! He's gone just like that? Because of Angel? So unfair. I'm so gunna end up alone. The one boy who isn't a creature of the night and isn't scared off by them gets scared off by Angel.. a creature of the night. Darn. Why does this have to happen to me?
I needed someone to talk to. Buffy? Yeah right. She wouldn't understand. All the boys like her. She's the special one. Whatever. Maybe I could find someone to help figure out what was up with Angel that day. Why was he acting all schizo? I really wouldn't care that much except for the fact that it scared away my potential boyfriend! Ugh!
Spike. He hated Angel. He'd help me right? He was usually nice to me and would talk with me. Him or Xander. He didn't like Angel much either. Funny. Know why they don't like him? That's right, Buffy. What's so great about her anyway? But anyway. Xander was like a big brother to me. He'd totally talk to me and help out.
So that's where I headed. I didn't want to bug him at Wolfram & Hart. I needed a little more privacy. That place.. it always feels like someone is watching you. That's no good. I needed some me and Xander time. Alone. Maybe we could go get ice cream and talk or something.
I wasn't sure how late he worked, but I headed over to his apartment anyway. I could wait. Not like I have anything better to do. And I had my cell phone if anyone needed me. Hah. I crack myself up sometimes. Need me? Yeah right.
I knocked on Xander's door and waited. No answer. I shoulda guessed. Oh well. I sighed and slumped down to the floor next to the door. He had to come back eventually.