Oct 30, 2004 00:14
Tonight was fun. Jay and I were with his friends most of the time. So we got coffee, I watched he and his friends play poker for awhile...we went to Subway and watched a nice Hindu man at work (plus I got food)...afterwards we headed off to Grayslake for the 'Dungeon of Doom'. That was way better than I expected. We went back onto 'De Woody' I believe it was called...yeah, it's a road....well, first we had to trow da duece because we're gangstas...and went to watch his friends practice for a show tomorrow. Over all....tonight was SO much fun...he and his friends are quite talented.
Tomorrow I have to see my dad, everytime I see him I end up crying afterwards. I don't want to end up like that. I'd die before I ended up like that. Then again, he's such a good man. In some ways I kind of want to be just like him. It's so confusing. All that is left to say about him is that I love him so much.
Hurting people is the worst thing ever, even when you don't want to, but sometimes you just don't have a choice....the only reasonable thing to do is to do whatever you need to do in the nicest, and honest way possible.
I love all of my friends, I really do.