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Oct 18, 2004 21:57


Today was too much to handle.  I feel sick to my stomach.  I want to say so many things, but I can't.  I won't.  I refuse.  When you came up to me today, I felt like I had blacked out, and everything that was happening was so surreal.  I thought about it the rest of the day.  I'm not sure right now what happened...and I'm not going to make my decision without knowing..because it isn't fair.

I'll stitch your eyes so you can read this forever
Dead and broken and I'm backwards turned to love
My heart in a box I send to you
For a sky held up by stars

No matter what I do there's always something wrong.  I just don't know what to do anymore.
Kelsey and Monica, I love you girls so much. You're both so wonderful.

I got Homecoming pictures of me, Dane, Emily, and Gary.
They are beautiful.

While poison ink spews from a speechwriter's pen, he knows that he don't have to say it, so it don't bother him. 'Honesty' 'Accuracy' are really just 'Popular Opinion'.

As they take eye for an eye, until no one can see, and we must stumble blindly forward, repeating history. 
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