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[xbitemehard66x]

ok THAT was the last time.

i lied for no reason. i made time and it went unused. now that lie isnt usable for another month. and you have no remorse.

90% is far too much.

it gets bad when YOU cant tell. actually its not bad, it just hurts.

i knew it was gonna happen, it always does. i hate it so much.

im not going to, i apologize. now all thats left is for you figure out how you feel about that.

i ditched it for you...wheres the return favor?

youre at the bottom of my list and im sure you arent bothered one bit.

pace yourself. im screaming in your ear and you dont even hear me.

i want you to push me to the edge so i break. i need to break. i long to break but you always give up. everyone gives up... its cause they misjudge the intentions.

you cant say sorry if you dont know why you're saying it. because then it isnt true therefore making it a lie...which i guess then you could say sorry.

im sorry...and i know why but of course you dont.

i never finish anything.

at least "it" wont happen this weekend. thats a plus.

i wish i had left today. i guess ill use next weekend to my advantage.

fuck.