aaaaaaaah
its gonna be a very bad day. probably very bad two days. probably a bad christmas break.
i realized today that shes telling the truth. i really need to fix that then.
i need: the internet, a real journal and the desire to write in it, a bottle of pills preferably those that make you go to sleep, a bottle of some sort of alcohol, and mascara. or a robot...that can take in what i say and respond with true replies.
i just need...someone....
i also realized no one really knows me. and that i lie entirely way to much. i was thinking of quitting....several things....
two days thise week ive encountered that dillema. if i dont learn how to not be such a pansy ill never get anywhere in life.
if i died today, i wouldnt have accomplished anything, and id be missed for a matter of month, maybe two. i should attempt to be different.
<3 except no
i realized today that shes telling the truth. i really need to fix that then.
i need: the internet, a real journal and the desire to write in it, a bottle of pills preferably those that make you go to sleep, a bottle of some sort of alcohol, and mascara. or a robot...that can take in what i say and respond with true replies.
i just need...someone....
i also realized no one really knows me. and that i lie entirely way to much. i was thinking of quitting....several things....
two days thise week ive encountered that dillema. if i dont learn how to not be such a pansy ill never get anywhere in life.
if i died today, i wouldnt have accomplished anything, and id be missed for a matter of month, maybe two. i should attempt to be different.
<3 except no