we'll leave you kicking and screaming
i hope one day you will be able to understand how you make me feel/act. and i also hope that at that very moment you realize how horrible you are. and the moment that hits you, i hope god graces you with money, lots of it. with that money i want you to move far away, get a new family , and completly forget about this one. i want you to have your moment of happiness and not worry about me. because things were so much better then, and doing it again can only be more fantastic.
i dont understand you. i cant. and the worst thing is you understand me completly, which is what i want someone to do, just not you. because you do understand me and you know how i act, i am so afraid of you. you can use it all against me and i have nothing. you must laugh about this.
i hate being the girl in relationships. ive never played the girl part. usually i wait for them to call. usually im the one who is like sure, we can hang out. im the one who hits ignore on my cell phone and doesnt sweat it. not this time. now i want to call, and hang out. now when i go to answer my phone i get giddy about the name on the screen. who can tell me, good thing or bad thing??
you made me do it again. if i had your power and knew what i did to other people....i'd shoot my self between the eyes. thanks. it so unlfattering. thank god for the lack of light.
so i read my old xanga. not cute. not cute at all. these old entries arent too flattering either.
i need a haircut. i also need to color my hair. i think im gonna get one of thise cute "i hate life, so let me flip my head and have my bangs fall to one side" haircuts. theyre cute.
i eat entirely way too much fast food.
he gave me flowers and i gave him nothing.
i had waffle house this weekend. enough said.
dance. dance.
i dont understand you. i cant. and the worst thing is you understand me completly, which is what i want someone to do, just not you. because you do understand me and you know how i act, i am so afraid of you. you can use it all against me and i have nothing. you must laugh about this.
i hate being the girl in relationships. ive never played the girl part. usually i wait for them to call. usually im the one who is like sure, we can hang out. im the one who hits ignore on my cell phone and doesnt sweat it. not this time. now i want to call, and hang out. now when i go to answer my phone i get giddy about the name on the screen. who can tell me, good thing or bad thing??
you made me do it again. if i had your power and knew what i did to other people....i'd shoot my self between the eyes. thanks. it so unlfattering. thank god for the lack of light.
so i read my old xanga. not cute. not cute at all. these old entries arent too flattering either.
i need a haircut. i also need to color my hair. i think im gonna get one of thise cute "i hate life, so let me flip my head and have my bangs fall to one side" haircuts. theyre cute.
i eat entirely way too much fast food.
he gave me flowers and i gave him nothing.
i had waffle house this weekend. enough said.
dance. dance.