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hey everybody!! whats going on...? im in mississippi right now, visiting familey for x-mas. i hope everyones x-mas was just as wonderful as mine, it consisted of ALL gift certificates! lol... besides the wonderful digital camera my mommie got me :o)
for some reason lately... there is something i guess you could say im proud of...NO DRAMA in my life. ok so there was a little with Ross and it was like "ah, u ate my curly fry" lol... but like girl drama wise, nothings been going on.. which i am personally totally proud of, cause usually i can update n be like "so n so is mad at me, blahblahb" but right now im feeling wonderful i think on thursday when i see ross for the last time .. for a long time (prob about three months) ima tell him i do want to date him, and you know why.. BECAUSE i think he is the most awesomest person ive ever met, and because he treats me awesome.. i mean since when has a guy called me or answered the phone and been like "hey beautiful". < - - oh wait that was TODAY :o) hehe.
At first i was like wtf am i doing, this guys prob just gonna use me.. but ive met his familey which are a totally fukin awesome bunch and ive gotten along with him soo well.
***i just dont know how to say like that i wanna date him, ne ideas??***
i hope all my gfs liked their gifts from me :o)
So now that im in mississippi ive been visiting my familey who i only see once a year, and it fukin sucks cause ive realized how much can change in one year :o( my grand-daddy sanders ...is progressively getting worse in health.. and i wanted to cry today because i was wearing a hollister shirt, that said hollister on the front and since he's lost his short term memory, every 10 min hed be like "hollister, is that the trailor company" which the first few times i sorta shrugged it off cause i thought he was kidding about forgetting... but then for the few hrs i was there he kept asking me.. and i just went to the bathroom and almost cried my eyes out. :o(
this is the one person, besides my dad... that means the world to me. and without him i have no idea what i will do... my sister was like get the fuk over it, but for me being such an emotional person i just cant hide how upset i am, no one in my familey that ive ever been so close to or cared so much about has ever had this sort of thing happen to them :o(
i dont want to go away for another year because god only knows, if he'll even know who i am next year :o(
well everyone that was my very merry x-mas..
take care, and tell all the people that you love how much you love them, before they forget who you are.
<3 Shannon_Ross <3
i love you granddaddy :o)
for some reason lately... there is something i guess you could say im proud of...NO DRAMA in my life. ok so there was a little with Ross and it was like "ah, u ate my curly fry" lol... but like girl drama wise, nothings been going on.. which i am personally totally proud of, cause usually i can update n be like "so n so is mad at me, blahblahb" but right now im feeling wonderful i think on thursday when i see ross for the last time .. for a long time (prob about three months) ima tell him i do want to date him, and you know why.. BECAUSE i think he is the most awesomest person ive ever met, and because he treats me awesome.. i mean since when has a guy called me or answered the phone and been like "hey beautiful". < - - oh wait that was TODAY :o) hehe.
At first i was like wtf am i doing, this guys prob just gonna use me.. but ive met his familey which are a totally fukin awesome bunch and ive gotten along with him soo well.
***i just dont know how to say like that i wanna date him, ne ideas??***
i hope all my gfs liked their gifts from me :o)
So now that im in mississippi ive been visiting my familey who i only see once a year, and it fukin sucks cause ive realized how much can change in one year :o( my grand-daddy sanders ...is progressively getting worse in health.. and i wanted to cry today because i was wearing a hollister shirt, that said hollister on the front and since he's lost his short term memory, every 10 min hed be like "hollister, is that the trailor company" which the first few times i sorta shrugged it off cause i thought he was kidding about forgetting... but then for the few hrs i was there he kept asking me.. and i just went to the bathroom and almost cried my eyes out. :o(
this is the one person, besides my dad... that means the world to me. and without him i have no idea what i will do... my sister was like get the fuk over it, but for me being such an emotional person i just cant hide how upset i am, no one in my familey that ive ever been so close to or cared so much about has ever had this sort of thing happen to them :o(
i dont want to go away for another year because god only knows, if he'll even know who i am next year :o(
well everyone that was my very merry x-mas..
take care, and tell all the people that you love how much you love them, before they forget who you are.
<3 Shannon_Ross <3
i love you granddaddy :o)