Feb 13, 2007 20:52
Damn..well..i didnt think they'll come back..but they did.. i hung out with her today.. and.. ::sighs:: it was great.. just her && i was awesome.. i loved it!
NO! i'm not talkin about my ex gf... im talkin about this one girl... that i've had my heart and eye secretly set on... and i had a chance with her..but i blew it.. and my feelings have gone up and down for a while now.. and i thought they were gone.. til today... i saw her.. and my heart hasnt done raced That much for A LONG TIME and quite honestly.. it was FUCKEN GREAT!!!
Oh God... please give me the strength to get through this again without setting myself up for something thats going to end harshly... <3