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Saturday, March 12, 2005
The other night i was talkin to kev and he was just sayin like how i should figure out what i want to do when i graduate...
i don't know what i'm going to do and i really don't care at this point...i duno what to do anymore when i was younger i had planned out so much for my life but when i got older i got lazy and i think of things that i can do but then i find all these flaws that there would be
then last night gina and i were talkin about what were gonna do and i said i wanted to work in a rehab center and she was like yeah well we do have to realize that we are going to have different careers and we just have to deal with that you know? and i was like yeah and then i said to her it doesn't seem to matter anymore because i feel like i failed my dad because he always wanted me to do good but he never got to see me do anything with my life... and then i started crying because thinkin of everything i put him thru i feel like i wasn't as good to him as he was to me and i feel so wrong... i dont even know any more
lol me and gina always have remember when... conversations about my dad and we always wind up cryin god i love that girl ... shes the best... lol were such sluts
sarah
The other night i was talkin to kev and he was just sayin like how i should figure out what i want to do when i graduate...
i don't know what i'm going to do and i really don't care at this point...i duno what to do anymore when i was younger i had planned out so much for my life but when i got older i got lazy and i think of things that i can do but then i find all these flaws that there would be
then last night gina and i were talkin about what were gonna do and i said i wanted to work in a rehab center and she was like yeah well we do have to realize that we are going to have different careers and we just have to deal with that you know? and i was like yeah and then i said to her it doesn't seem to matter anymore because i feel like i failed my dad because he always wanted me to do good but he never got to see me do anything with my life... and then i started crying because thinkin of everything i put him thru i feel like i wasn't as good to him as he was to me and i feel so wrong... i dont even know any more
lol me and gina always have remember when... conversations about my dad and we always wind up cryin god i love that girl ... shes the best... lol were such sluts
sarah