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today was the worst. this year already started off shitty kind of setting a pattern for what i believe is yet to come. i hate school, work, new jersey, and almost everyone in new jersey. this year probally won't get any better than last year and it hasn't even been a week and i can already tell. i'm really ready for it to be my turn to be happy. i really feel so unhappy and i keep trying to think of ways to make a change in my life or make things better but i feel like so many things i want to change in my life aer out of my reach and really not up to me. i really have control over school and work and like there is so much more than that. not that those aren't important there are just a lot more things wrong.