and the fact she doesn't notice makes me want her even more...

[xbillyx]

so i think i'm over the tonsillitis, although my throat has been a bit sore this weekend, but that's probably at fault of staying up late and talking loud in bars. i've had a pretty rad weekend, i djed at 751 on friday night with ewan after seeing attack in black at the mod club. i saw them in hamilton friday night with heather after going on mtv with rob to talk about the cure is knowledge and our show next weekend. today i went on the u of t college radio with cain and abel to sing like peters dad. last night was the cupids dinner, which was fantastic, another beautiful event this year. paul totally bid on "street life 2" and got out bid by the douche who fought me for #1 a couple years ago. i was trying to convince paul to keep pushing the bid so that in the end the charity would get more money, but he cracked around $1100. afterwards rob and i jetted back to toronto to help throw a surprise party for gilboe. andrew from cancer bats was the only other person to really show up, but we had a rad night talking at dee's. turns out i went to school with brads girlfriend, and we definitely shared some memories.

i think i'm going to head to detroit tomorrow for that david bazan show, hopefully the drive doesn't suck too bad. i'm stoked for alex to get back from paris so she can tell me about her trip. looking forward to the show friday night too.

been working through bukowski's "you get so alone at times that it just makes sense" and am loving it.

each man's hell is in a different
place: mine is just up and
behind
my ruined
face.