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[xbignothingx]

I find it interesting how simple it is to let something be forgotten.
How once something was painful for you.. but the wake always seems to avoid you, and always gets back to it's creator.
and getting back to that spot before These things happen, is like tracing your foot steps back through miles of thick snow.
And sometimes.. this act is worth it.
But it's hard to know when the right time to turn back is.
and maybe in stead of a broken apology..
i'm just looking for honesty
honesty
who the fuck am i kidding.. as if I ever had an ounce of integrity to say what was on my mind.
as if anyone really cares
these words are imortal, but so easily broken.
I think i'm okay with that.
but i dont know for how long.
as if I have to tell you anything
its so fucking clear.. you just have to look for it.
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so i'm leaving to go to my dads house tomorrow.. it was so incredibly random when I decided to go.. NO ONE be offended that I didn't invite you to go.. it was so spontaneous, and its completely circumstansial..

I'M SO FUCKING CONFUSED