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It's solemn to think that at one point in my life..i could tell who my true friends were by whether or not we shared our drugs with each other. "I'll buy the 8th of dro and you get the half eight ball". In a way it did bring us closer..we were good together..we tried things together. We shared our addictions and partied together. But for all of you out there who think that maybe my friends are shitty and were just friends with me because of the bad shit that controlled our lives...this one's for you. Me and my best friend did a lot of bad shit together..it was fun together..but.When i got out of hand and partied too hard..my best friend told be i was a screw up, she told me i was a moron, she made me cry. She hurt my feelings so bad. But you know what, i stopped because of her. Ya we partied hard together, ya we fed e/o's addictions, but we helped e/o out of it just the same. I have the best friends in the world, because they love me as much as i love them. Yes i'v made bad choices in the past, but that doesnt mean im a bad person and it doesnt mean that my friends are bad friends because they did it with me..they were there THE WHOLE TIME..