Dec 12, 2005 14:40
This is what i've come to conclude.
I'm a teacher:
I'll date you when you get out of a relationship. You may have been the one that got screwed in your relationship, and you decide that you're gonna try something different, in fact, you're not going to try at all. You're going to let me do all the work. You'll fall in love with me, and I'll fall in love with you. When I've had enough of you not trying, We break up. You'll feel like shit because you know you were wrong in the relationship becasue I was perfect to you.
When you start your next relationship you're going to remember me and remember that's what you're not supose to do. So maybe the next relationship or the next few relationships you're going to do exactly what you did in the first relationship and you're going to be a good girlfriend. Even if you have a shitty boyfriend next. You'll atleast know that you'll be the one right in that relationship. You'll have something to show for yourself.
That's my place in a relationship. I'm the teacher. It sucks sooo fucking bad. Though that's what I must be here for. I mean it's happend twice. Kristin now Erica. Kristin seems to be a better girlfriend becasue of me. Hopefully Erica will be too.
Next thing I've concluded.
I hate being the teacher. It sucks. I'm tired of being the teacher.