sad!

[xbettyxboopx]

ok i officially hate everyone in the straughn family!!!!
especially chad!!!
chad told me he wanted to be with me and i said ok and then i caught him last night with his ex-girlfriend regina!!!!
i cant stand either one of them im sooo heart broken!!!
i dont believe in love or hope anymore!!!!
i know i have my friends with me but im just not ready for love!
i hate life i just wish somebody would get ride of me!!!!!!
life has done nothing but handed me shit!!!!!
i wish my mom was here so i could talk to her!!!!!
i miss mom so much!!!!!
sometimes i think if i just killed my self maybe i would be able to see her again!!!!!
i dont know i guess i will go!

Betty!