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Still maintaining 110 . Not bad but not where I want to be. Need to kick my metabolism into gear. Also. Josh is making me sad. He's got these two girls he's talking to .one is his ex gf. The other is an old Fuck buddy. I just don't get it. He says he loves me and only wants to he with me but then why talk to them the way he is. It's making me physically sick. I stopped talking to everyone when I relised I was more in love with him than I've ever been with anybody else.he's the one I want to spend my life with. And he says I'm the one for him too but then I see all this happening and its been going on since fucking November!!!! I mean..if you don't feel the same about me then don't say you do. Don't lead me on like this. It's cruel.
I want to waste away.ill show him I can be my own person.with or without him. I want to go home.
I'm stepping this up btw. I ripped my new cute undies last night and started crying.you know your too big when ur undies rip.those are meant to stretch.wtf.
I want to waste away.ill show him I can be my own person.with or without him. I want to go home.
I'm stepping this up btw. I ripped my new cute undies last night and started crying.you know your too big when ur undies rip.those are meant to stretch.wtf.