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mike doughty somehow creates pop rock that i just can't live without. ¬_¬
this week has been really, really draining on me mentally. i'm sure why and i feel inexplicably lame blaming it on being hormonal, which it is i think. i dunno. work stress, home stress, life stress. aaaahh!! so much stress!!! and yet, somehow it's not. not when i compare it to my roommates going through their law school finals, etc. etc.
i dunno. all i've wanted to do this week is buy a 12 pack, lock myself in my room and drink myself into a stupor. i won't of course, lol, but that's where my mind is. maybe i know SOME of why, but not enough to really explain it or at least knowing these bits and pieces doesn't really help me in the long run, y'know? or it doesn't alleviate my brain.
but it's almost midnight and i'm tired. >_>
ps. why isn't "cracked out" a mood for LJ? that's sort of the only phrase i can think of to 'accurately' describe my current mental state.
this week has been really, really draining on me mentally. i'm sure why and i feel inexplicably lame blaming it on being hormonal, which it is i think. i dunno. work stress, home stress, life stress. aaaahh!! so much stress!!! and yet, somehow it's not. not when i compare it to my roommates going through their law school finals, etc. etc.
i dunno. all i've wanted to do this week is buy a 12 pack, lock myself in my room and drink myself into a stupor. i won't of course, lol, but that's where my mind is. maybe i know SOME of why, but not enough to really explain it or at least knowing these bits and pieces doesn't really help me in the long run, y'know? or it doesn't alleviate my brain.
but it's almost midnight and i'm tired. >_>
ps. why isn't "cracked out" a mood for LJ? that's sort of the only phrase i can think of to 'accurately' describe my current mental state.