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i'm miserable and i'm at work. this morning my mom's like i have some bad news come sit down. what i got was not even close to what i was expecting. my uncle had suffered a massive heartattack and had died. my mom found out last night. right now i should be working cause tomorrow i'm most likely going to jersey and won't be coming in tomorrow, but i really feel like shit. he was one of the few people on my mom's side of the family that we actually saw. i didn't even get to see him for christmas. i cried when my mom told me. i don't usually cry when my family dies. maybe cause he wasn't that old. but when she told me that i just can't describe how many emotions were going thru me. i cried on the way to work. i feel like crying at work. he was such a good person. it's just not fair.