Jan 07, 2003 23:04
i'm sick of everything. i'm sick of either crying or feeling like i'm gonna cry. i'm sick of feeling like shit. i'm sick of thinking i'm a horrible person. basically i'm just sick of my life.
my dad never gives a shit about me. all he wants to do is find things wrong with me. and when taryn does something wrong he always finds a way to feel sorry for her. he doesn't even care about me. yeah she's his daughter but so fuckin am i!
everything is getting fucked up. everytime i get something that makes me happy shit gets fucked up. my whole life feels like it's falling apart.
i don't even know what to say anymore. all i do is think and i get upset and i can't stop thinking.