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it's so easy to be confused when you're me. i think about everything... every single detail. and it sucks.
i think about stefan... and taryn... and even brian...
i want to be friends with brian and i want to be able to talk to him and hang out with him without stefan thinking that something is up. but in the same sense i get worried about taryn. she still loves him according to her journal. i think a lot of times she likes to rub shit in my face to make me feel like shit... why i don't know. she says she doesn't want to see me get hurt... but how does she know i'm gonna get hurt? and it's not like it wouldn't be the first time. it's not so easy for me to trust people so when i do get close it makes it hurt more when i'm thrown away.
you can't trust people only trust them to hurt you...
i can't stop dreamin of you... late at night when all the world is sleeping i stay up and think of you if you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside would you even care.
i wish it would be so easy to just forget about things... but they are always there...
i think about stefan... and taryn... and even brian...
i want to be friends with brian and i want to be able to talk to him and hang out with him without stefan thinking that something is up. but in the same sense i get worried about taryn. she still loves him according to her journal. i think a lot of times she likes to rub shit in my face to make me feel like shit... why i don't know. she says she doesn't want to see me get hurt... but how does she know i'm gonna get hurt? and it's not like it wouldn't be the first time. it's not so easy for me to trust people so when i do get close it makes it hurt more when i'm thrown away.
you can't trust people only trust them to hurt you...
i can't stop dreamin of you... late at night when all the world is sleeping i stay up and think of you if you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside would you even care.
i wish it would be so easy to just forget about things... but they are always there...