I'm glad your happy. I just think you can do better. And I think that although you may be happy now, you will be miserable later. But what do I know right? I've only been through it before. Excuse me for being a sister. But that's right, I'm a shitty sister. I think you should read what I wrote back to Stefan's lovely comment in my livejournal. You may want to just take a peek at it. And just so you know, I was not snooping. I was looking for a pic on the hard drive and it was on there. So I didn't go looking for it. You think I wanted to find that out. You always make yourself settle for leftovers and that's why you get hurt. Find someone who isn't still hung up on their ex or still have issues with their ex and you'll be okay. I had every reason to flip last night. I fucked up... and you gave me so much shit for it. And then you had the nervew to lie to my face after screaming at me for doing it. So you're hypocrit just like him. That's why I'm mad. You and him and everyone else mad emy life hell for two weeks. And you did the same thing. So I DO have a right to be mad. This has nothing to do with Stefan and me. I don't want the fucking leech. Because that's what he is. He leechs to any girl he can find. Mainly girls that Brian has already been with. So you go, and be happy, and feel great about yourself. For now. Until you actually pulll your head out of your ass, and think about reality for wa while. You look worse than I did when I lied to him. Because you're taking the left overs right afer him and I broke up and it makes you look disgusting. Not so much by me, but by people you may soon have to hang out with. And lastly, no this is not me trying to get him back. I DON'T WANT HIM. I WILL NEVER WANT HIM EVER AGAIN. I'm just looking out for you. Even though I'm so close to hating you right now, I still Love you. You're my sister.... even though I have to choke that word out with your name next to it.
But like I said, I'm a horrible person, so what do I know.
And I think that although you may be happy now, you will be miserable later. But what do I know right? I've only been through it before. Excuse me for being a sister. But that's right, I'm a shitty sister. I think you should read what I wrote back to Stefan's lovely comment in my livejournal. You may want to just take a peek at it. And just so you know, I was not snooping. I was looking for a pic on the hard drive and it was on there. So I didn't go looking for it. You think I wanted to find that out.
You always make yourself settle for leftovers and that's why you get hurt. Find someone who isn't still hung up on their ex or still have issues with their ex and you'll be okay.
I had every reason to flip last night. I fucked up... and you gave me so much shit for it. And then you had the nervew to lie to my face after screaming at me for doing it. So you're hypocrit just like him. That's why I'm mad. You and him and everyone else mad emy life hell for two weeks. And you did the same thing. So I DO have a right to be mad. This has nothing to do with Stefan and me. I don't want the fucking leech. Because that's what he is. He leechs to any girl he can find. Mainly girls that Brian has already been with. So you go, and be happy, and feel great about yourself. For now. Until you actually pulll your head out of your ass, and think about reality for wa while. You look worse than I did when I lied to him. Because you're taking the left overs right afer him and I broke up and it makes you look disgusting. Not so much by me, but by people you may soon have to hang out with.
And lastly, no this is not me trying to get him back. I DON'T WANT HIM. I WILL NEVER WANT HIM EVER AGAIN. I'm just looking out for you. Even though I'm so close to hating you right now, I still Love you. You're my sister.... even though I have to choke that word out with your name next to it.
But like I said, I'm a horrible person, so what do I know.
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