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things that really chap my ass:
I. How my friends have changed
A.)The people i thought i would always be friends with decided to get other friends. I have no problem with getting more friends, but the key is that you have to at least TRY to keep your old ones. People seem to forget that.
II. How I just can't seem to become how I was
A.)I try to surround myself with people who make me happy. This works, but only temporarily.
B.)I used to be carefree, and not think about things that didn't matter. Now, everything seems to matter. School, friends, love-life, all the stuff I don't want to think about.
C.)At least I have my sense of humor. Always will. I promise.
III. Work became too much
A.)I put in my 2-weeks notice yesterday. I can't do work and marching band. Frankly, marching band is more important. Always will be.
B.)My mom's mad at me, but I talked to my dad before work yesterday and he said he supported whatever my decision was.
IV. Love, or lack there of
A.)I feel like people are trying to take away my loves. Even my mom suggested I don't take two bands next year, so I can take human anatomy-which I DO NOT want to take by the way-and SHE of all people should understand that I need music.
B.)Not that this is important to me, but I just thought i'd point out that I still have no "significant other". I guess I don't really care, and it's not a priority in my life right now, but I suppose it's nice to have someone there. Just in case.
V. Once a failure, always a failure
A.)I tried. I really did. I tried to bring up my grades, I tried harder in school. I did actually bring my math grade up a whole letter, and my english a whole letter and a half, but my mom still seems to think that i'm failing miserably. The grades on the report card don't mean anything to her. The effort i'm putting forth doesn't effect her in any way, shape, or form.
I am certain you do not care. If you even read thus far, congratulations. Your reward is a joke. What do you call a guy with no arms or no legs laying in the leaves?
russel.
ha. ha. ha. ha.
-fin.