and i'm done.

Oct 15, 2005 20:20

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maveric0484 October 16 2005, 03:27:21 UTC
First:
I'm sorry if you got the impression that I wanted to date you. Honestly. I don't want a GF, but at the same time I do. Now, when I say that you should date me, I'm only kidding. I'm not the type to say you should do this, and expect you to do it. Not my bag of chips. I'll admit that I love you Keri, but not the love you think of. I'm not in love with you. if you don't understand what I mean, then this should help. I'd take a bullet for you, with out thinking twice about it.

Second:
I understand you miss Addam, and when I say that you need to move on, it's because I'm looking out for you. But you should know me well enought by now, that I am here for you to talk to. If you want to talk to me about him, I'll gladly listen to you, and I won't complain about it. I understand you can't move one. I was like that after Lucy broke up with me for a long time. I'm sorry for being harsh all the time about him.

Third:
When I say we should go on a date, I don't say that because I want you to like me back. I just want to hang out with you, and only you. Your a sweet person Keri, and I just want to spend time with you. If me saying "When is our date" makes you uncomfortable, then I won't call it that, but it does not change the fact that I want to hang out with you, and only you for a period of time.

Fourth:
I'm not sure if this LJ entry was directed at me or not, but I'm telling you how I feel.

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xbelovedxangelx October 16 2005, 16:10:38 UTC
this entry wasn't about you, love. it was actually about my nextdoor neighbor. we got into a fight because he wants me to be in love with him and i'm just not. *shrug*

i understand you saying i need to move on because you're looking out for me. i'm glad that you understand that maybe i just don't want to yet. he is a huge part of me and few people really understand that.

we do need to hang out. lol. you calling it a date doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. i love hanging out with you. :-)


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